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Character Purge
I haven't been able to connect with a number of my OCs lately and I want to clear out some of em. Comment/note with offers. https://toyhou.se/BuryTheMaid/characters/folder:all https://toyhou.se/BuryTheMaid/characters/folder:all https://toyhou.se/BuryTheMaid/characters/folder:all
Back from the dead
Hey all. I realize I basically fell off the face of the earth the past few months, so here's a brief overview of what all I've been caught up in: I had a hysterectomy back in September and was on medical leave for 6 weeks. Fortunately, everything in that regard went really well! (And I'm thankful for having it done on a daily basis.) Butttt I still haven't gotten my disability money from it, so I've spent a lot of time stressing about bills and trying to make ends meet. (It's been over 3 months since I submitted my disability application.) I'm back at work now, but I'm still trying to catch up on bills considering how much credit I had to use to, ya know, live. I spent an absurd amount of time stressing about the election. As of this past week, I have officially been exposed to Covid by an asymptomatic carrier. Yay. I have officially finished college. It's been way too long, but it's over. Finally. I won't get my physical diploma til like February, but it's over. I still don't know
where i've been
I'm too exhausted to write out an in-depth journal, but I just wanted to give a brief update since I've been more or less dead here lately. I'm back at work and it's an absolute shit show. We're short staffed because management won't let us bring back our whole team, along with other entire departments. So we're having to do not only our work, but also the work of two other departments on top of that since they're not here to do it themselves. Covid is skyrocketing where I am, unsurprisingly, and every day I can't believe my work is allowed to stay open. It doesn't make any sense. Things are so stressful just from work alone that I'm on the brink of quitting, after working there for four years, as of this month. That, along with increasing health problems, has led me to be in and out of different doctors offices lately. I was put on a new antidepressant and, later, had a second one added. Meanwhile, there is a possibility I may have surgery done and I have an appointment to speak
LV Designs For Sale
I sadly can't really connect with these two Lupis designs, so I'm offering them up for sale. I may consider trades, but I'm pretty picky. https://toyhou.se/4351204.bay - $100 - SOLD https://toyhou.se/5284591.artemis - $100 (a bit tentative) Other characters for sale here: https://toyhou.se/BuryTheMaid/characters/folder:564118
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I really need to go back to the drawing board and reorganize myself. I've had a series of weekly breakdowns and have completely strayed from the schedule I had put together for myself. Trying to balance things I need to do plus things to try to relax myself (which are few and badly needed) plus everything else I need to be responsible for is getting difficult. I've been slipping into this hopelessly careless pit of being overwhelmed and I can't see myself ever leaving school or ever even passing these classes. They're going better than last year, but with no motivation to give, I have been doubting myself.
And then of course there are so many things I want to do. Draw, start dabbling in traditional art again, go back to writing like I used to (which was nearly daily...now it's like. I don't know. A couple times a year maybe), read through the pile of books I've been collecting, playing games I've also been collecting, etc. And though I've been doing a bit of these things lately in an effort to relieve myself, it's all jumbled in my mind. I feel guilty for wanting to enjoy these things. The amount of mental disorganization I am sifting through is preventing me from actually accomplishing anything significant enough for me to consider "progress". I get all my assignments and work projects done, but that's still not "enough". There is so much left to do.
I don't know why I am writing this. I was waiting for something to download and had to fill in that waiting time with something. I'm just so tired. I feel like I'm in a perpetual state of temporariness. Like I'm forever waiting for something to happen though I'm not sure what. Living day by day, just biding my time until I get to whatever state that is.
Also we're getting another cat. Or Axel is, technically. Hopefully my cat likes him.
I just seriously need to reevaluate everything. I will be quitting more things soon.
OH ALSO, has anyone seen Book of Life?? BECAUSE YOU SHOULD. IMMEDIATELY. Seriously tho, they really need the profits ;; for such a beautiful movie, hardly anyone is going apparently? It's legit better than probably the last decade of Disney tbh
ok back to work now